Thursday, May 25, 2017

Starting Over

Hello Everyone,

It has been awhile since I have written anything. I am filled with many thoughts and I am trying to process them all. Hope you can understand where I am coming from. And so I start with the following:


Never felt such complete and utter love as I did for Jerry. I never will forget the way he looked at me and showed his love in every way possible. I have never seen a man look at me and through me in every way possible. It was just us connected spiritually, mind, body...I just can't explain what we felt, that complete and utter love. The electricity I felt each and every time we touched. I miss that connection, that unconditional love that held us together. He wasn't perfect but neither was I. We were perfect for each other and found that balance in life making our journey possible. I'm selfish and greedy because I wanted more time with him.

Some may not understand this heartache and pain. How difficult it has been to loose the love of my life. Why is it taking me so long to want to be around people, to open up and connect, to understand that life goes on. We are unique and different, we all process loss in different ways. I just want the space and time I need to process this loss.

If you are so inclined keep reading my new posts.

I pray and hope everyone has a day without pain and fatigue.

Fibro Viv

Today's tip: Try to move forward and fight that fatigue and pain by forcing yourself to at least stretch and move. I know it hurts, but you have no choice. Don't let this pain stop you from living. God Bless

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