Thursday, November 08, 2007

Lord I Feel So Alone

I am sharing another song/poem I wrote when I was feeling down and alone. This will be the first time I share this with anyone. I hope and pray it helps someone today.


Lord I Feel So Alone

Lord I feel so alone,
Trapped in this body of pain,
I try to keep my faith in you,
But yes I do have a day where I feel so alone.

Lord I feel so alone,
Trapped in this body of pain,
I try to feel normal and smile each day,
Feeling so helpless within myself,
Yes, I do have a day where I feel so alone,
Yes, I do have support and love all around,
Yet, they do not feel the pain as I do.

Lord I feel so alone,
Trapped in this body of pain,
You send your Shepard's my way to help,
This is what keeps me sane.

Lord I feel so alone,
Trapped in this body of pain,
My family and friends are there sometimes,
Yet they do not feel my pain,
They say I look great and I smile at them,
I wish I could tell them I felt that great.

Lord I feel so alone,
Trapped in this body of pain,
Like a clown hiding behind a happy face,
I feel like I am deceiving everyone,
Trying to keep my faith in you,
I feel I am deceiving you too,
Asking my family and friends to keep their faith,
Yet sometimes I feel so alone.

Lord I feel so alone,
Trapped in this body of pain,
Please help me feel my faith again,
Please help me practice what I preach each day,
Yet I feel so alone.

Lord I feel so alone,
Trapped in this body of pain,
You send small miracles down my way,
That is what keeps me sane.

I want to feel normal again someday,
I want to help people who feel my pain,
So I ask, is this what you had in mind?
Will I reach my goal to help others too?

Lord I feel so alone,
Trapped in this body of pain,
Please help me push myself each day,
Helping others feel no pain,
Most of all help me stop feeling this way,
Lord I feel so alone.

Viviana

Copyright Viviana Walters @http://fibroviv.com/

4 comments:

Standing On Biblical Truths said...

Your poem was very good. I too suffer from undiagnosed Fibro, which I associate with my Crohn's Disease (both are autoimmune diseases). This will help someone who feels like they are the only ones out there with it. Kudos to you for sharing.

God bless. Keep praying, He hears you.

Donna

Fibro Viv said...

Hello Donna,

I am sorry to hear that you too suffer from a chronic illness. Thank you for the kudos. I honestly want to help people because I know how it feels.

Good Bless you and yours:)

Viv

Speedcat Hollydale said...

I send you a BIG HUG :)

Fibro Viv said...

Thank you Speedcat,

I wrote this a long time ago and I have come to grips with this illness. However, I know when people first start off with it and they do not find the proper help, they can feel as I did when I wrote this poem.

I just hope I am helping others understand that we can get better and prayer is a powerful thing.

Your Friend,

Viviana